Chapter 33: It’s Okay to be Jealous

My heart pounds against my ribcage as Kelsey rides me with an intensity that makes the headboard slam rhythmically against the wall. The same bed where Trisha and I just fucked in, but I can’t think about that now. Not with Kelsey’s nails digging half-moons into my chest, her auburn hair wild around her flushed face as she claims me completely.

“You’re mine,” she growls, her voice raw and primal in a way I’ve never heard before. She grabs my wrists, pinning them above my head as she grinds down harder. “Say it, Mason.”

“I’m yours,” I gasp, the words tearing from somewhere deep inside me. “Only yours.”

Her tired blue eyes burn with something fierce and possessive as she leans down, capturing my mouth in a kiss that’s more teeth than tenderness. I can taste the desperation on her lips, feel it in the way her body trembles against mine.

“I hated that, Mason,” she whispers against my mouth, her voice breaking slightly. “Watching you with her. I hated every second of it. I was so jealous.”

The confession hits me like a physical blow. After everything we’ve done, after Blake, after her encouraging me to explore my kink, I never expected jealousy from her. Something shifts in my chest, expanding until I can barely breathe.

“I’m sorry,” I whisper back, reaching up to cup her face between my palms. “I’m so sorry, Kelsey.”

She shakes her head, auburn strands sticking to her tear-dampened cheeks. “Don’t apologize. Just fuck me like you mean it. Like I’m the only one who matters.”

I surge up from beneath her, wrapping my arms around her waist and flipping her onto her back in one fluid motion. Her surprised gasp melts into a moan as I drive into her, my body moving with an urgency that feels completely different than before.

“This is real,” I pant against her neck, overwhelmed by the difference. With Trisha, it was just bodies, just friction and release. This, this is something else entirely. “God, Kelsey, this is everything.”

Her legs wrap around my waist, pulling me deeper as her hands tangle in my hair. When our lips meet again, it’s like touching a live wire. Every kiss feels charged with something cosmic, something that transcends the physical act itself. My entire body trembles with the force of it.

“I love you,” she breathes against my lips, the words vibrating through me like a tuning fork struck against my soul. “I love you so much it terrifies me.”

I pull back just enough to look into her eyes, finding them brimming with tears and raw emotion. “I love you too,” I whisper, the words inadequate for the storm raging in my chest. “More than anything in this world.”

She pushes against my chest suddenly, rolling us over until she’s straddling me again. But this time, there’s no dominance in the act, just a desperate need to be connected in every possible way. Her hips roll against mine in a rhythm that feels like it’s been written in our DNA since the beginning of time.

“Only you,” she gasps, leaning down to bite gently at my shoulder. “Only ever you.”

I grab her hips, guiding her movements as we rock together. The pleasure builds between us like a gathering storm, electric and inevitable. I sit up, needing to be closer, needing to taste her skin as we move as one.

We roll again, my body covering hers as we continue our frantic dance. From the corner of my eye, I catch a glimpse of Troy and Trisha watching us from the other bed, their expressions a mixture of confusion and something like awe. They don’t understand what they’re witnessing, how could they? This isn’t just sex. This is annihilation and creation all at once.

Kelsey’s body suddenly convulses around me, her inner walls clenching with such force that my vision blurs at the edges. She lets out a whimper, no, more than that, a desperate, instinctual roar that echoes through the room, louder and more raw than anything I’ve ever heard from her lips before.

“Damn,” Troy’s deep voice cuts through our bubble, breaking the illusion that we’re alone in this moment.

I feel Kelsey’s body stiffen slightly at the intrusion, but her eyes never leave mine, holding me captive in their blue depths.

“He’s smaller than you,” Trisha’s voice drips with something that might be reluctant admiration, “but my god, he knows how to use it on her.”

My face burns hot with embarrassment and a bit of pride. The compliment, backhanded as it is, shouldn’t affect me, but my cock twitches inside Kelsey anyway.

“It’s beautiful,” Troy murmurs, his tone reverent rather than lewd.

Kelsey leans up, her lips brushing against my ear as her body continues to pulse around mine. “Ignore them,” she whispers, her breath hot against my skin. As if to emphasize her point, she deliberately tightens around me, her inner muscles squeezing with exquisite precision.

I can’t help the pathetic sound that escapes me, a moan that betrays exactly how completely she owns me in this moment. My fingers dig deeper into her hips as I struggle not to finish right then and there.

“Just us,” she whispers, her forehead pressed against mine. “There’s only us.”

And somehow, miraculously, the room falls away. Troy and Trisha might as well be on another planet as Kelsey rolls her hips in that way that drives me wild, her body speaking a language only mine understands. The headboard continues its rhythmic assault on the wall as we move together, building toward something that feels bigger than either of us.

“I want to feel you,” she pants against my lips, her movements growing more erratic. “All of you, Mason. Give me everything.”

Her words unlock something primal in me. I grip her tighter, thrusting to meet her every movement. The pleasure builds at the base of my spine, coiling tighter with each movement.

“I’m close,” I warn, my voice barely recognizable to my own ears.

“Me too,” she gasps, her fingers tangling in my hair. “Together.”

The tension builds between us like a storm reaching its peak, every nerve ending alive with sensation. Kelsey’s eyes lock with mine, our breaths synchronizing as we move together in perfect harmony. There’s a desperation in her gaze, a vulnerability that crashes through any remaining barriers between us.

“Now,” she breathes against my lips, her fingers digging deeper into my shoulders.

Everything explodes at once, my entire being shatters as pleasure erupts through my body.

“Kelsey!” I cry out her name as I empty myself completely inside her, my hips jerking uncontrollably against hers. Simultaneously, Kelsey’s body seizes around mine, her inner muscles gripping me with incredible strength as she throws her head back, a primal cry tearing from her throat.

“Mason!” she screams, her body convulsing against mine as we cling to each other through the overwhelming release.

For several heartbeats, we’re suspended in that perfect moment, our bodies pulsing together as one, our foreheads pressed against each other, sharing the same breath, the same heartbeat. I’ve never felt so connected to another human being in my life.

“Holy shit,” Troy’s voice breaks through our bubble again, but this time it barely registers.

Kelsey collapses against my chest, her body still trembling with aftershocks. I wrap my arms around her, holding her close as our racing hearts gradually slow. Her auburn hair sticks to my sweat-slicked chest, her breath hot against my skin.

We lie together, our bodies intertwined, breathing in unison. The world has shrunk to just this, her heartbeat against mine, her skin on my skin, our sweat mingling as we catch our breath. I’ve never felt more complete, more whole than in this moment with Kelsey.

“Bro, I’m literally almost crying right now.” Troy’s deep voice breaks through our bubble, thick with emotion. “That was… unbelievable. We never fuck like that, Trish.”

I feel Kelsey tense slightly in my arms, both of us reluctantly rejoining reality. I glance over to see Troy sitting on the edge of the other bed, his massive frame looking somehow vulnerable, his hazel eyes wide with something like reverence.

“What do you want from me?” Trisha snaps, her perfect features contorting into a scowl. She sits up, wrapping a sheet around her naked body, her movements sharp with annoyance. “It’s just sex, Troy. Jesus.”

Kelsey shifts against me, propping herself up on one elbow to look into my eyes. Her tired blue eyes search mine, something vulnerable flickering in their depths.

“I’m not sure swinging is for me anymore, Mason,” she whispers, her voice low enough that only I can hear. Her fingers trace patterns on my chest, her touch grounding me as always.

“Does that mean you want to stop the cuck stuff?” I ask, my heart suddenly racing with an emotion I can’t quite name. Part fear, part hope, part something else entirely.

She shakes her head, auburn strands sticking to her damp forehead. “Not if you don’t want to. It’s just…” Her voice trails off as she struggles to find the words. “Watching you with someone else. I don’t know how you do it. It made me feel excited but also like I was going to cry.”

I cup her face with my palm, my thumb gently stroking her cheekbone. “Yeah, that’s a very addictive and dangerous feeling,” I whisper back, understanding flooding through me. “Like standing at the edge of a cliff. Terrifying but you can’t look away.”

Her lips find mine, soft and seeking. The kiss deepens, slow and tender, a stark contrast to our frantic coupling minutes ago. When we finally break apart, I see tears glistening in her eyes, making the blue even more vibrant.

“I thought I would enjoy it,” she confesses, her voice barely audible. “Seeing you with someone else. I thought it would be hot like it is for you. But all I could think was ‘he’s mine’ over and over again.”

“I’m sorry,” I whisper, brushing a strand of auburn hair from her forehead, my chest tightening with guilt. “I never meant to hurt you.”

Her fingers press against my lips, stopping my apology mid-stream. “No, I’m not mad at all,” she says, her tired blue eyes suddenly clear and focused. “I just don’t think I want you to fuck anyone else again.”

Relief floods through me like a physical wave, washing away tension I didn’t even realize I’d been carrying. “I don’t even want to,” I admit, the truth of it resonating in my bones.

Kelsey leans forward, pressing her lips against mine in another gentle kiss.

“If you ever feel this way, like you don’t want to be a cuck anymore, it’s not like I need to fuck anyone else either,” she says softly.

I pull her closer, overwhelmed by the depth of what we’re sharing. “I’ll tell you if that ever happens,” I promise, my fingers tracing the curve of her spine.

“What a fucking disgusting cuck to the bitter end,” Trisha’s voice cuts through our intimate moment like a serrated knife. “Even after all that, you still want to watch her fuck other guys?”

Kelsey whips her head around, her body tensing against mine. “Shut the fuck up, Trisha,” she snaps, her voice vibrating with barely contained fury. “You’re literally leaking his cum right now.”

Trisha’s face contort into a mask of outrage, her mouth opening to fire back another insult when Troy’s deep voice intervenes.

“Yeah, come on, be nice,” he says, his hazel eyes surprisingly gentle as he looks at us. “This is a vulnerable moment for them.”

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